A year has passed
A year ago I started this journey. It's too early to say where this path leads. But I can say that I love the way it does now. It allows me to be who I am, yet requires me to grow as an indvidual. I am thankful that my ambition is well-respected. I can still spread my wings and get the chance to undergo different experience of living in foreign country. This is a rare opportunity -I'm fully aware of-. Some people have to sacrifice their desires once they're bound to the "Yes" statement, I guess I'm very lucky to still be able to carve my life the way I want it to be... At least for the time being.
It's not always beautiful... dreams, hopes, reality, all collide. I have to find balance in between, but I'm not struggling alone (that's the relieving part, ha...) Separated by thousands miles, time zone differences, emotional state, every single thing can sometimes be very difficult to take. I don't know whether the one year jouney has made me a better person -I certainly hope so- One thing for sure is that I'm eager to find out in the years to come. Hope i have the strength to stay positive, cope my own fears and stand strong for all waves coming my way. I certainly am looking forward to writing the similar posting like this for the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th times and so on...
Ndro, thanks for allowing me to be selfish -just run after my on desire- sometimes. Thanks for the wonderful being that you are -with all the bad breath in the morning, lousy songs etc- hahaha...
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My dearest friends,
Happy wedding anniversary.
Perjalanan kesana mungkin tak lebih mudah, tapi tetaplah melangkah dgn penuh cinta.
Semoga mendapatkan surga kecil di dunia dan jannah di perhentian terakhir nantiā¦Amiin.
Jadi inget setahun lalu kita menyerbu lampung dan membuat beberapa pihak kerepotan karena harus melayani para tamu agung ;)
Iya, gak berasa udah setahun aja. Walopun most of the time harus jauhan..untung ada skype hahaha. Terima kasih juga buat doanya. Kedatangan kalian waktu itu was a blessing. Sampe ketemu Februari ya *wink wink*
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