Friday, September 17, 2010

Learn the hard way

If you ask me about highlights of my life, I will definitely consider these past few days as one of the turning points. How could it not be?

Few days before Eid, the moment which fellow moslems believe as moment of forgiving and asking for forgiveness, I also had my lessons on forgiving. The difference was just that it went beyond all definitions I have ever known about forgiving... Served before me was cataclysm, which instantly crashed my world. Yet, I was in a way challenged to forgive that person, who has destroyed everything and made my heart bleed.

Never in my life have I cried this much because of one person... Never before have I felt so brokenhearted that my feelings grew numb...

What's more is that I have to put back pieces of my brokenheart on my own and get on with life... Sometimes I think this is too much for me too handle... 

I will just hand over everything to the Potter's hand and let him take control. Lord, abide in me I pray...