Monday, May 23, 2011

The boys of my life



Gaizka & Wiksa... both of you are my shining stars
I adore you, ganteng2ku...

At this point

I'm sick of feeling restless inside. I definitely should start making a move. Otherwise, all this work related chaos will affect other parts of my life, which in no way is acceptable... My random thoughts suggest I should try Yoga, just to ease whatever negative energy within. Well well...now that I actually write it, the idea becomes more and more appealing hehehe...

On the lighter side of life, my weekend is now busy with puree-making because Wiksa has started MPASI. It's a bit loony perhaps but I feel content watching those little puree cubes sitting on my freezer :) So far my stocks are kabocha/pumpkin, potato, carrot, and chicken stock. Next on my list: brocolli, zuchini, and beef stock.

Maybe oh maybe all I need is holiday...very long holiday away from my laptop and my Indian boss :D

Thursday, May 05, 2011

What if...

I'm a machine... programmed to perform some predetermined task each and every day.
If changes required, all it takes is re-programming... Simple. I must say.

I can foresee it will be ultra boring. But no extra energy spent on thinking...just do as programmed...
Variations will be less. I assume...

So, I can spend all the time in the world doing things I love the most: being around my boys, getting frustrated by what they do, physically exhausted but psychologically & emotionally fulfilled  :)

Aaaargh... this part of finance job is sooo damn irritating...